2006-05-24T16:51:00.000-07:00

Cry and let it all out.

Know you aren't alone.

While maybe I'm not feeling it at this moment,

I, too, at times feel lonely.

Some days I can take it.

Others I can not.

I question my existence.

I question "the master plan."

I feel I will be alone forever.

I'm envious of those that have it all

And wonder do they know and cherish what they have.

I have fears of love, too.

I fear that once I have it,

I may not be able to hold it.

I fear I won't appreciate it.

I try to stay optimistic about life.

And for the most part I am.

Yet, I still have to question the emotion of love.

Is it an illusion?

Is it true?

Why does my heart ache?

Then I stop and think and realize I'm not alone.

There are others out there that feel the same.

The world is big.

Honestly, to God, I hope.

However, I'm sure another person is feeling my emotions

I just want to tell them they aren't alone.

Keep hope and thankfully the "master plan" will reward you.

I know I do.

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